Heartcry

My body feels dragged
Pulled through life and this current existence
I feel a million miles from a smile
Given or received
Mistrust seems to abound
Anger never far from the surface
Exhaustion in body
Struggles in my mind
I want to stop
Stop the busy-ness
Stop the everyday
To catch my breath
To catch a moment where I feel light and loved
The burden is getting harder to bear
No way seems close to escape
My heart cries out and tears fall to be squashed
I tell myself to get it together
I know others are doing life tougher
I'm tired of feeling like I'm treading water
So tired
Where are the answers I seek?
When I run into God's arms why can't I just stay there?
When will the refreshing come?

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