So I've been blogging for a while but completely inconsistent with entries and therefore hardly surprising to expect people to stay for a while and linger.
I remember when I had a journal in my teens I used to be fairly consistent in keeping it up - although I've also read through my diaries and it was gloomy and showed how much emotion and frustration I seemed to carry - wow, what a burden!
The one thing I find that is easy to update is facebook - even Twitter (which you'd expect to be easy to do consistently) is a struggle as there seems to be endless tweets to catch up on. How does anyone follow more than 100 regular twitters?!
Also the thing I'm most consistent with on facebook are my iphone photos - taken at every opportunity I have to snap something pretty that I see. I often feel like my friends must be so sick of my pics - especially the same shot of the same mountain from the same spot on the deck - even though in different light it can look so different.
I haven't figured out how to post to the blog from my phone quickly and easily and I'm hardly on my laptop anymore to do it the conventional way - need to do some homework methinks.
So I'll plod on and hopefully find my groove. If you do drop by let me know, as knowing I have interest will help me also keep in touch
Nighty night
P
Monday, June 20, 2011
Friday, June 3, 2011
Mixed feelings
Wow, my emotions are all over the place. Today I spent the day with my youngest and went out for lunch. We went and bought her some new clothes and it was s nice time.
I found us critiquing lunch and was disappointed with hers. I said to her we must be getting picky and maybe that's partly to blame by Masterchef and the fact that I can cook and cook well when I put my mind to it.
This evening I just sat down and couldn't get motivated again. Took my youngest boy to his sleepover and nearly burst into tears with this unsettled feeling listening to Aftermath (Hillsong United's latest album).
It all seems to stem from me not going to church regularly, not getting into it when I do go and a whole mess of other feelings due to friends being no longer able to be spoken to as we used to.
A year on and a loss of a friendship still aches so much.
Ah well. Onwards ever onwards
My devotion email received this evening said that an indecisive mind is as bad as being double minded. So I choose to acknowledge the crap and move forward past it
Selah
I found us critiquing lunch and was disappointed with hers. I said to her we must be getting picky and maybe that's partly to blame by Masterchef and the fact that I can cook and cook well when I put my mind to it.
This evening I just sat down and couldn't get motivated again. Took my youngest boy to his sleepover and nearly burst into tears with this unsettled feeling listening to Aftermath (Hillsong United's latest album).
It all seems to stem from me not going to church regularly, not getting into it when I do go and a whole mess of other feelings due to friends being no longer able to be spoken to as we used to.
A year on and a loss of a friendship still aches so much.
Ah well. Onwards ever onwards
My devotion email received this evening said that an indecisive mind is as bad as being double minded. So I choose to acknowledge the crap and move forward past it
Selah
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